Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Tired.

Sometimes I can feel myself getting tired and wanting to give up. I hate having to be weighed and having to see the numbers pop up on the screen. It's like their mocking me in their own way. Yes today was a good day, yes I have been gaining weight and I'm where I'm supposed to be. But I feel so worn down. They try to tell me You're safe here. No one will hurt you. You're going to be an adult soon, no longer a child. You can make your own choices. Like turning 18 suddenly makes me a man and makes me a fighter and no longer a victim.

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